::I want::
Alright I posted this in my Ujournal too. This made me feel alot better so please read it. And read it again and again if you need too.
s much as it might not matter, because I think a lot of people have stopped caring what I want and need. I'm going to write what I want, not what you want. I want things to go back to the way they were before, I want everyone to go back to being friends, to getting along, to not fighting anymore. I want everyone to go back to the person they were, because, let's face it, some people have changed. They didn't change for the better either. All of this fighting is becoming so stupid. It's hurting so many people, and so uncalled for. The things being said, they hurt, and there's no reason to say what's being said. It all leads back to people being un-happy with their lives, and they want to make other people just as unhappy. What I wouldn't do to be able to help them. To take their pain away, to stop the hurt and the anger, and make life better. But I can't and that kills. If only people listened in church, or bible study, or CCD or something. We're always being told, "God loves you. Give your fears to God, he'll take care of it. Confide in the Lord Jesus Christ. Trust in the Lord. The Lord will never confront a person with more than they can handle." Why don't people listen to that? Listen to what your Lord Jesus Christ is telling you!! Yea, you still have a hard time in life. No one has ever said that life will be easy. But Jesus died on the cross to take away your sins. He died on the cross for yoU! Why can't YOU live YOUR life for him? It's not that hard. For everything you are being put through is for a reason. That reason is to teach you and strengthen you. I wish everyone's hurt was gone, the fear, pain, anger, hate, sadness, jealousy, confusion, I wish it all gone. But there's nothing I can do. No matter how much I say "You matter to me." And "I love you" Can never take those feelings away. Those words, can't make a person feel better. But the Lord Jesus Christ can make those feelings smaller and smaller, the more you live your life for him.
I sit here and wonder, what has happened to being a kid, and not growing up so fast? Well I think I know. Society has put so much freakin pressure on us, it has given us no choice but to grow up fast and stop being a kid. Well, I'm sorry but I don't want to grow up fast. I want to be a lil kid for as long as I can. And I will!
This may sound like I'm preaching to you, in no means am I doing that. I'm expressing my point of view and my religion. I am free to do that, and you are free to express your views too. But I believe in God, and I'm proud I do. In this world, your belief in God is one thing you CAN hold on to and know will never change. It's one thing you can trust. I just pray that everyone that needs to know this and hear/read this, does.
Lord, I pray that you let everyone know you. Everyone is hurting Lord. They are full of hate, anger, sadness, pain, jealousy, confusion, and Lord I know if they trust in you, you can help them, You can take away all of that. You sent your only son down to save us. He died on that cross for us. I just pray that my journal entry and what I'm saying makes someone think. Lord all they have to do is ask for you to come into their heart and take away their hurt. They want you in their lives and I ask you help them. For we all know that living with you and for you has to be one of the most amazing things in the world. Lord I know that you don't give us more than we can handle, but I don't think everyone does. I pray you show them that it is true. And with you, everything seems so much smaller and easier. You give us patience, love, understanding, wisdom, faith, charity, strength, courage, grace, salvation, prayer, peace, joy, song, and praise. You take away our sins and our negative feelings. I just ask my message helps others. In your amazing name I pray. ~Amen
s much as it might not matter, because I think a lot of people have stopped caring what I want and need. I'm going to write what I want, not what you want. I want things to go back to the way they were before, I want everyone to go back to being friends, to getting along, to not fighting anymore. I want everyone to go back to the person they were, because, let's face it, some people have changed. They didn't change for the better either. All of this fighting is becoming so stupid. It's hurting so many people, and so uncalled for. The things being said, they hurt, and there's no reason to say what's being said. It all leads back to people being un-happy with their lives, and they want to make other people just as unhappy. What I wouldn't do to be able to help them. To take their pain away, to stop the hurt and the anger, and make life better. But I can't and that kills. If only people listened in church, or bible study, or CCD or something. We're always being told, "God loves you. Give your fears to God, he'll take care of it. Confide in the Lord Jesus Christ. Trust in the Lord. The Lord will never confront a person with more than they can handle." Why don't people listen to that? Listen to what your Lord Jesus Christ is telling you!! Yea, you still have a hard time in life. No one has ever said that life will be easy. But Jesus died on the cross to take away your sins. He died on the cross for yoU! Why can't YOU live YOUR life for him? It's not that hard. For everything you are being put through is for a reason. That reason is to teach you and strengthen you. I wish everyone's hurt was gone, the fear, pain, anger, hate, sadness, jealousy, confusion, I wish it all gone. But there's nothing I can do. No matter how much I say "You matter to me." And "I love you" Can never take those feelings away. Those words, can't make a person feel better. But the Lord Jesus Christ can make those feelings smaller and smaller, the more you live your life for him.
I sit here and wonder, what has happened to being a kid, and not growing up so fast? Well I think I know. Society has put so much freakin pressure on us, it has given us no choice but to grow up fast and stop being a kid. Well, I'm sorry but I don't want to grow up fast. I want to be a lil kid for as long as I can. And I will!
This may sound like I'm preaching to you, in no means am I doing that. I'm expressing my point of view and my religion. I am free to do that, and you are free to express your views too. But I believe in God, and I'm proud I do. In this world, your belief in God is one thing you CAN hold on to and know will never change. It's one thing you can trust. I just pray that everyone that needs to know this and hear/read this, does.
Lord, I pray that you let everyone know you. Everyone is hurting Lord. They are full of hate, anger, sadness, pain, jealousy, confusion, and Lord I know if they trust in you, you can help them, You can take away all of that. You sent your only son down to save us. He died on that cross for us. I just pray that my journal entry and what I'm saying makes someone think. Lord all they have to do is ask for you to come into their heart and take away their hurt. They want you in their lives and I ask you help them. For we all know that living with you and for you has to be one of the most amazing things in the world. Lord I know that you don't give us more than we can handle, but I don't think everyone does. I pray you show them that it is true. And with you, everything seems so much smaller and easier. You give us patience, love, understanding, wisdom, faith, charity, strength, courage, grace, salvation, prayer, peace, joy, song, and praise. You take away our sins and our negative feelings. I just ask my message helps others. In your amazing name I pray. ~Amen