Jul 23, 2010 22:27
Put the resume out.
The only place that's called me back so far is a place I applied to on a whim. A cafe.
Sometimes it's not even worth banging my head.
Hot fireman still hasn't called me. :(
I found the birthday present I bought for Tom back in March and have been carrying it around all week, trying to give it to him. I'm half-tempted to throw it away.
But I paid for it.
I want to yell and scream and throw things and tell bitches to STFU but all I'm doing is walking away. Why am I walking away? Why am I giving up when I know I'm better than that? I'm letting them win?