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Not much to say right now. Not much going on.
I work with him every day. Day in, day out, I pretty much work by myself and stay to my own because things are so awkward. It'd be easier to talk to him, but the only thing I really want to talk about with him is the break up. And him being single. And the fact that he hurt me worse than when I cut off my own fingertip (which is nicely healed, by the way. The edge that had to grow back is still at a sharp, flat angle, but it's rounding out). I want to know if he's happy. I want to know if he misses me. I want to know if we'll ever be friends.
I want to know why I wasn't enough for him in the first place.
And at the same time, i want to know why I care so much. RRRR. I hate being needy like this.
Today's special: Grilled Spring Salmon; fresh salsa of mango, orange, strawberry, lime and onion on top of a grilled salmon fillet served with a side of hot rice and grilled asparagus, squash, and zucchini
Yesterday's special: Chicken Nacho Salad; a bowl of grilled chicken breast, sauteed green bell peppers and onions, black beans, corn, and diced avocado topped with tortilla chips and served with a side of fresh greens and salsa and sour cream for dipping
Tonight's special: margaritas. on the rocks.
I work with him every day. Day in, day out, I pretty much work by myself and stay to my own because things are so awkward. It'd be easier to talk to him, but the only thing I really want to talk about with him is the break up. And him being single. And the fact that he hurt me worse than when I cut off my own fingertip (which is nicely healed, by the way. The edge that had to grow back is still at a sharp, flat angle, but it's rounding out). I want to know if he's happy. I want to know if he misses me. I want to know if we'll ever be friends.
I want to know why I wasn't enough for him in the first place.
And at the same time, i want to know why I care so much. RRRR. I hate being needy like this.
Today's special: Grilled Spring Salmon; fresh salsa of mango, orange, strawberry, lime and onion on top of a grilled salmon fillet served with a side of hot rice and grilled asparagus, squash, and zucchini
Yesterday's special: Chicken Nacho Salad; a bowl of grilled chicken breast, sauteed green bell peppers and onions, black beans, corn, and diced avocado topped with tortilla chips and served with a side of fresh greens and salsa and sour cream for dipping
Tonight's special: margaritas. on the rocks.