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OH HOLY COW I WANT TO PUNCH BABIES RIGHT NOW.
We made plans. We made. Plans. We were going to go out, something that we haven't done in a long time. We never go out. When we see each other, I'm at his house and I spend most of the evening on his couch. Sure, he'll buy me food. That's easy for him to do. It's no problem. He's generous when it comes to the food. But does he try to make me feel special? Does he try to make me feel like I'm worth a damn? No!
I want him to be generous with his damn attention! We're only 3 months in this damn relationship and already I feel like I've been married for 4 years with as lazy as he's been with me lately! This is such bullshit!
Why the hell am I making an effort when he's obviously not? I'm the one that has to look cute in these ridiculously short mini skirts and high heels while he still has a tummy? I'm the one who has to put on make up and make my hair behave and FUCKING SHAVE MY LEGS because that's what's expected of me? Fuck that.
I want a guy who knows what the hell he has. And I'm going to make myself look nice and go find one. This current one be damned. I'm through with his ass.
I can't believe I called him by name. OOOOOOOOHHH I can't believe I gave him a name. Damn mother fucking piece of shit pale as fuck bald beer gut ass.
Boys don't deserve to be treated like anything more than disposable tissue! OOOOOOOOOOO I need to get that tattooed somewhere so I don't forget it! Fuck!
We made plans. We made. Plans. We were going to go out, something that we haven't done in a long time. We never go out. When we see each other, I'm at his house and I spend most of the evening on his couch. Sure, he'll buy me food. That's easy for him to do. It's no problem. He's generous when it comes to the food. But does he try to make me feel special? Does he try to make me feel like I'm worth a damn? No!
I want him to be generous with his damn attention! We're only 3 months in this damn relationship and already I feel like I've been married for 4 years with as lazy as he's been with me lately! This is such bullshit!
Why the hell am I making an effort when he's obviously not? I'm the one that has to look cute in these ridiculously short mini skirts and high heels while he still has a tummy? I'm the one who has to put on make up and make my hair behave and FUCKING SHAVE MY LEGS because that's what's expected of me? Fuck that.
I want a guy who knows what the hell he has. And I'm going to make myself look nice and go find one. This current one be damned. I'm through with his ass.
I can't believe I called him by name. OOOOOOOOHHH I can't believe I gave him a name. Damn mother fucking piece of shit pale as fuck bald beer gut ass.
Boys don't deserve to be treated like anything more than disposable tissue! OOOOOOOOOOO I need to get that tattooed somewhere so I don't forget it! Fuck!