omg i wish i was anywhere but here

Jun 02, 2005 10:22

im so sick of having friendships they take too much work and they piss me off cause no one frieken understands me and uuuuuuuugh omg im so sick of making efforts that dont pay off. im done im finished i dont care ne more i want peopl to stop trying to be friends with me i dont want ne more and my friends need to just like me or hate me take it or leave it but stop fucking arguing with me about everything and doing shit that pisses me of like putting me down. being a fucking asss hole all the time to one of the only fucking people that likes u. And other people fucking geting mad thinking i place my friends on levels fucking get over yourselves if i choose to do something with one friend and not the other fucking get over it it's not a big damn deal it's my fucking choice and im fucking sick of this bull shit

out of all of my friends there is only one that isn't pissing me off right now/my best friend i guess that's all i need cause im starting to see people's true colors people only wanna fucking talk to me when they need advice and if not im not shit to them yo fuck that and fuck people, im sick of everybody always trying to stop me from committing suicide saying shit like "there are too many people that will miss u" bull shit people would only feel bad cause they know my name im fucking sick of this and life and my mom and my fucking situation when is the last time anybody ever fucking asked me how the fuck i was feeling it's funny cause if people were my friends then they'd kno i fucking Slipped bacK into depression and have been suicidal but no fuck that they dont care to know and i dont care anymore either im going to do whatever the fuck i want now with no reguards to other people and if i kil myself oh welL get the fuck over it world u seem to be doING so fine without me now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I GIVE UP
DEAR SOCIETY FUCK YOU!
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