as i go to bed,

[pythonicprosy]

hoping for a new day, a better day.

i lay here thinking to myself,

i can't face the world alone,
yet no mass of people could make me feel in company right now.

and i wonder to myself,
when will a better day come,
better than all of these days.

because its been too long,
and i don't know how much longer i can last.

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

its been 2 days since my last drink.
...since i last saw him.

i wish i had never met him.
for the second time around.

goodnight.
badnight.
night.