life's not so bad after all
school sucks. waking up early sucks. working oaver 25 hours a week on top of work sucks. being single when most people around you are together or pairing off sucks. finding things out that really hurt months after the fact sucks.
but even after all that, i'm still rather happy. not the same happy as i used to be, but still happy. i have great friends (the one's i consider friends). i have fun with them, such as tonight at starbucks with zach and courtney. and then there was the girl in the white pants. haha.
i've had lots of thoughts and questions going through my head lately, but i can't put any conclusion to any of them. but if i could i guess i wouldn't have anything to think about during school. like, what if there was something you wanted but there was no way of getting it? this goes with anything. and don't say that nothing's impossible. for example if i wanted a ferrari enzo right now. there's absolutely no way that i could get it. kind of a sad thought, wanting and impossible to get, but in a way it is good. not everything in this world should be tangible. i guess if everyone were capable of getting anything, neglecting the amount of work required, then we'd be spoiled brats. i guess i just want more good than bad. who doesn't? but i guess if i just continue in high spirits all will be well.
life can't exist without rain. too much rain will drown you out. too much sun will dry you up. not knowing what the next day will bring: scattered showers, partly cloudy, clear skies, or thunderstorms. i wouldn't have it any other way.
but even after all that, i'm still rather happy. not the same happy as i used to be, but still happy. i have great friends (the one's i consider friends). i have fun with them, such as tonight at starbucks with zach and courtney. and then there was the girl in the white pants. haha.
i've had lots of thoughts and questions going through my head lately, but i can't put any conclusion to any of them. but if i could i guess i wouldn't have anything to think about during school. like, what if there was something you wanted but there was no way of getting it? this goes with anything. and don't say that nothing's impossible. for example if i wanted a ferrari enzo right now. there's absolutely no way that i could get it. kind of a sad thought, wanting and impossible to get, but in a way it is good. not everything in this world should be tangible. i guess if everyone were capable of getting anything, neglecting the amount of work required, then we'd be spoiled brats. i guess i just want more good than bad. who doesn't? but i guess if i just continue in high spirits all will be well.
life can't exist without rain. too much rain will drown you out. too much sun will dry you up. not knowing what the next day will bring: scattered showers, partly cloudy, clear skies, or thunderstorms. i wouldn't have it any other way.