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Shit fuck ass damn! So even though I bought more plaster today, I don't have enough to make the negative mold of my prosthetic. It's starting to look like this isn't going to be ready in the next 10 to 11 hours, which is when I have to put in on Jeana's face. I am so close to just giving up. If I don't feel ready to do this, I'm just going to have to take a failing grade on the second project. I really need to work on cleaning and packing, and there's so much to do that I'm thinking it's not worth spending my time on any class.
And I'm just having breakdown after breakdown, having contemplated 4 different ways to kill myself in the past two days. Really, I can't remember a time in my life when I was at a worse point, emotionally.
And I'm just having breakdown after breakdown, having contemplated 4 different ways to kill myself in the past two days. Really, I can't remember a time in my life when I was at a worse point, emotionally.