Nov 06, 2008 00:53
yay! history has been made, and i am so glad it has.
omg, i can't wait till tommy gets here for a visit. gods its like, i ache to hold him. just to hold him. we're tryin to move in together eventually, nearly right away, because we don't wanna play the dating game. not this time. we wanna just jump into it and live together and try to be a family and see how we work together. because we are so scared that if we play the dating game we're gonna drive eachother away. we're afraid of driving each other away enough as it is. but we're discussing this, like rational adults, and getting things straight with one another before it happens. we're so alike, its not difficult to figure things out beforehand. its like i've found the other half of my soul. and i'd given up on trying to find this kind of love. so i've found it without looking. and i couldn't be happier.
now i gotta go to bed, so i don't die at work tomorrow.