i'll never joke never feel never live again with just this bitter taste in love

[pyrosnightmare]

so i'm being selfish, as frank puts it. because he said something in a way that i thought he was breaking up with me, only to find out later that he's not. he is going to be off on his own gods only know where trying to get his mind back together. maybe have a go at trying to get his poetry career off the ground. a very selfish part of me hopes he's moving to delaware. but the realisr part of me says to not get my hopes up.

so yeah, i'm a wrek. and i have to work at 7 am. this will be fun...