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i'm not really sure what's going on with caylea nd ted and schimmel and the whole krew, but i feel like i'm a part of it, and im not sure why, i feel like schimmel is blaming me on ted's acting like a jackass towards them, i mean i know how ted acts, and i think he is putting me first, in front of his friends, and i'd never want him to do that i've talked to him about it, i just don't want to be the cause of a fued between them, im not really sure why i'm writing about this, i guess it's just been on my chest for a while, and i just feel like this is all my fault....