Apr 29, 2005 10:39
so tell me, what am i supposed to do now? oh i could act like nothing happened, ignore it all. but then i could hold it close, cherish it...no? that's right. i can't do either of those things. i have to continue being confused about everything, about what i want and need to do. oh love can never be both in my case. why is that? as if things weren't difficult enough to begin with, you. you just had to say that. now i don't know, what do i do now? maybe i'm taking this too literally, but it seemed real. maybe...oh you must see it. can you see where i am with all of this? can you see how torn i am? it seems as more a lifeless existance now, but at the same time more life than i knew before. oh still, i can't expect you to know. so i leave you with a trail of four...
perhaps you caught it. please, prove me right.