Waiting for work.
Month end is always amusing. It's hectic for everyone to try to get everything done so we can close out. It's no different for me because I'm always on top of my shit. But while closing we can't do work as the numbers need to be stable through out. So accounting basically sits on their ass for half a day doing absolutely nothing...
In other news, still moving forward. Insomnia is beating my ass harder than ever but I'm fighting back and still doing what I need to. Although I don't work out as much as I should I'm making progress still. Down to 127 lbs at the moment.
I've stopped viewing myself completely in the perspective of others. While I appreciate and love the perspective of others, I've started to not take it as 100% truth. I've also decided to do a few things soon that some may deem as stupid and a waste of time and effort. It's not, because its for me to open up and be more honest.
Recently a lot of the maids kind of realized that I'm no longer part of the cafe, and many have asked me about it. I didn't tell them the whole story but it was really nice to hear their support and have them show their appreciation. I've accepted and moved on from this.
I heard about Jun's situation. I feel bad for her, but everyone knew it was coming. I wish her the best. She really is an amazing person. I hope she pulls herself together, and in doing so, achieves happiness.
All in all, life's not that bad. It may take a few years to completely reestablish my standings, but I will. I'm still young, amazingly brilliant, and have a world of opportunity ahead of me still. There's no reason for my will to shake at a possible small set back like this.
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