Downhill
Maybe it's caffeine withdrawl, or maybe I really am slipping into madness. I've just felt more and more like complete shit lately. I've been burned out, lagging behind at work, and battling my way through wicked bouts of depression. It's been a ragged ride down, and I dunno if it'll ever go away, or if I've settled in here. The craving for caffeine has gone away, but so has a large piece of me, and some stability as well.
Shit has been on my mind, and my sleep has been plagued by restlessness and bad dreams. I've been burning for human contact here, and still haven't even seen all the people I know down here. Subconciously I've been slipping further into isolation, as it's been my safest bet to stay away from people until I get myself sorted out. I don't know what the answers are, or if there are any for me.
Shit has been on my mind, and my sleep has been plagued by restlessness and bad dreams. I've been burning for human contact here, and still haven't even seen all the people I know down here. Subconciously I've been slipping further into isolation, as it's been my safest bet to stay away from people until I get myself sorted out. I don't know what the answers are, or if there are any for me.