Too Pre-occupied
There is indeed such thing as too much. Too indulged, too optimistic, too nice and too idiotic in general. I always knew the employment world is a dog-eat-dog world even with charity companies such as those I work with.
At first it was really fun working with CARA clinic but then things get more and more hectic as my boss gets more and more demanding of me. Now I don't mind hard labor at all if I get all my intentions right which is experience in preparation of being a licensed vet and extra money for kicks. But none of that is seeing eye to eye. The place is too far from my home that it really eats up all the allowance I want to save and requires me a lot of effort not to spend. Also there isn't really much animal med. activity there except for spay and neuter day and I end up getting bickered about the shallowest desk related things which I really didn't sign for. It's stressing my like hell ruining both my mind and body. (stressing eating FTW! Blegh...) Oh well I'll see how long I will last which I think won't be very long as I like to abandon useless things which are meaningless to me.
Either way I have nothing against CARA and stand firm on their advocacy. I still love taking care of the cats there and don't mind talking to just them for a few hours a day. So please try to help out those who can and check out the adoption gallery I put up.
I feel really so unproductive and my arts aren't touched at all. I am not writing, drawing, cosplaying and what not. My little solace is the new game I bought which prequel I was super obsessed about Alice: Madness Returns. Korean cosmetics and skin also makes me feel I'm still taking care of myself and I'm currently indulging on Etude House and Tony Moly. Yes I admit the spending is not healthy but oh well, at least I scrimp on unwanted snacking. I feel such a loser lately. >_
At first it was really fun working with CARA clinic but then things get more and more hectic as my boss gets more and more demanding of me. Now I don't mind hard labor at all if I get all my intentions right which is experience in preparation of being a licensed vet and extra money for kicks. But none of that is seeing eye to eye. The place is too far from my home that it really eats up all the allowance I want to save and requires me a lot of effort not to spend. Also there isn't really much animal med. activity there except for spay and neuter day and I end up getting bickered about the shallowest desk related things which I really didn't sign for. It's stressing my like hell ruining both my mind and body. (stressing eating FTW! Blegh...) Oh well I'll see how long I will last which I think won't be very long as I like to abandon useless things which are meaningless to me.
Either way I have nothing against CARA and stand firm on their advocacy. I still love taking care of the cats there and don't mind talking to just them for a few hours a day. So please try to help out those who can and check out the adoption gallery I put up.
I feel really so unproductive and my arts aren't touched at all. I am not writing, drawing, cosplaying and what not. My little solace is the new game I bought which prequel I was super obsessed about Alice: Madness Returns. Korean cosmetics and skin also makes me feel I'm still taking care of myself and I'm currently indulging on Etude House and Tony Moly. Yes I admit the spending is not healthy but oh well, at least I scrimp on unwanted snacking. I feel such a loser lately. >_