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i give up
it doesn't matter what I do, someone always wants to find a way to..........fuck it, i don't care
I just......maybe i would have been better off if i had killed myself.....god knows everyone else would benefit if i wasn't here....
i'
m tired of fighting...im tired of trying to prove something to someone who never has a fucking thing to say that doesn't remind me that i'm nothing........
i knew this was going to happen....i manage to get a job interview on monday and that is just not good enough....what do they want? would they prefer if i find something that would guarantee i would never be able to live on my own? maybe as a reminder that i am worthless? would that make them happy?
someone tell me because i can't do this anymore.....
it doesn't matter what I do, someone always wants to find a way to..........fuck it, i don't care
I just......maybe i would have been better off if i had killed myself.....god knows everyone else would benefit if i wasn't here....
i'
m tired of fighting...im tired of trying to prove something to someone who never has a fucking thing to say that doesn't remind me that i'm nothing........
i knew this was going to happen....i manage to get a job interview on monday and that is just not good enough....what do they want? would they prefer if i find something that would guarantee i would never be able to live on my own? maybe as a reminder that i am worthless? would that make them happy?
someone tell me because i can't do this anymore.....