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[pyrolotus]

saw that gap again today
while you were begging me to stay
take care not to make me enter
if i do we both may disappear....
if i do we both may disappear...........

saw the gap again today
while you were begging me to stay
managed to push myself away
and you as well my dear
and you as well
pushed you away my dear
pushed you away...
pushed you away.......
pushed you away my dear.........

i will choke until i swallow
choke this infant here before me
what are you but my reflection
who am i to judge or strike you
.....down
who am i to judge or strike you down

but your pushing
and im shoving you
and your pushing me
and im shoving you

rest your trigger on my finger
bang my head upon the fault line
better take care not to make me enter
if i do we both may.... disappear...
if i do we both may disappear...

but your pushing
and im shoving you
and your pushing me
and im shoving you

still love me
you still love me
you still love me
you still love me
youre pushing and were shoving
and your pushing and im shoving
and you still love me
you still love me
you still love me
you still love me
and youre pushing and were shoving
and im pushing and your shoving

and im slipping back into the gap again
i feel alive when you touch me
i feel alive when you hold me.....
down....

slipping back into you
slipping back into you....

i am somewhere i dont wanna be
yeah....
put me somewhere i dont wanna be...
push me somewhere i dont wanna be...
seeing someplace i dont wanna see...
never wanna see that place again.............

saw the gap again today
while you were begging me to stay
managed to push myself away
...and you as well my dear

if when i say i might fade like a sigh if i stay
you minimize my movement anyway
i must persuade you another way

pushing and shoving
and pushing and shoving
and pushing me

theres no love in fear!

staring down the hole again-!
hands are on my back again-!
survival is my only friend-!
terrified of what may come-!

remember i will always love you
as i claw your fucking throat away
it will end no other way!

it will end no other waaay!