if the world stood to fly
honestly, I forgot my facebook existed until a few minutes ago
been really busy
not too much sleep lately
trying to figure out what direction I want this summer to take
its hard to say
...
I do know that I will be playing several games with people from GCSU; Imperial Conflict & WoW
also I plan to work a lot
but I think, since I'll have so much free time, maybe I should try to schedule work around things like rock climbing or hiking or auditions
y'know
like
whatever
and thats how life can be
calm
cool
chill
though honestly it'll probably end up a "hot mess" (as brock, my acting instructor, likes to say)
life has been really fucking strange lately
and I'm really not sure where I fit now
which is funny, because I feel more confident in my ability to succeed in things like theatre, but I don't know if I really care- though I think I do, but then how does that relate to my overall purpose of being, and am I being responsible to the universe by being selfish in my adventures in acting, or is that what I am supposed to do or...
exactly
see
anyways
i don't really care
really, i don't
=)
I'm happy
I have a minute or two to sit here and think
to chill
to relax
there are things I want
things I should and shouldn't want
but they are all pretty much out of my reach
looks like I'm gonna break a few limbs jumping for them
but it'll be worth it
I'm sure
I kinda feel like drawing
been really busy
not too much sleep lately
trying to figure out what direction I want this summer to take
its hard to say
...
I do know that I will be playing several games with people from GCSU; Imperial Conflict & WoW
also I plan to work a lot
but I think, since I'll have so much free time, maybe I should try to schedule work around things like rock climbing or hiking or auditions
y'know
like
whatever
and thats how life can be
calm
cool
chill
though honestly it'll probably end up a "hot mess" (as brock, my acting instructor, likes to say)
life has been really fucking strange lately
and I'm really not sure where I fit now
which is funny, because I feel more confident in my ability to succeed in things like theatre, but I don't know if I really care- though I think I do, but then how does that relate to my overall purpose of being, and am I being responsible to the universe by being selfish in my adventures in acting, or is that what I am supposed to do or...
exactly
see
anyways
i don't really care
really, i don't
=)
I'm happy
I have a minute or two to sit here and think
to chill
to relax
there are things I want
things I should and shouldn't want
but they are all pretty much out of my reach
looks like I'm gonna break a few limbs jumping for them
but it'll be worth it
I'm sure
I kinda feel like drawing