Mar 26, 2006 16:17
I've decided I like to torture myself. I keep looking at things and doing things that only make me feel like crap and I know it before I do it, but I keep doing it anyway. I guess I'm searching for that one hint of * that I know won't be there, therefore the act itself is me jerking myself around for nothing... I helped set it up, I didn't do much to change it, and most of the time I don't care.
Unless I start delving. I need to stop that. I can't keep up with anyone. I'm out of it all. So I give up. I'm probably reading to much into everything anyway.
Finals are OVER!!! oh my God, thank you!!!! Finalssssss..... So stressed. I have to work for 5 days in a row now, which kind of sucks, but I'll be going home thursday morning. Come back to PA monday I guess. Or Sunday night. Of course, I won't be home, I'll be with the scouts... I'll be home thursday night... eh. It sucks, because I'm missing Tekko. I wanted to get some good shots of my Mai costume... oh well, maybe later...
I'm addicted to Russian Tea, these goddamned butterfinger eggs, Rita's Italian Ice, and Panic! at the disco. I need to get my ass to the mall and draw. maybe tomorrow. I have to go to work in 20 minutes. Maybe I'll go drink some tea so I have to pee alot at work. It'll be great.
I want to make a fabulous new costume for cosplay but I have 1. no idea who, 2. no money to do it, 3. no time to do it, and 4. no place to wear it. Speaking of wearing cossies, I think Meg and I should don our Capcom vs. SNK cossies and go take pictures at the point downtown. When it stops snowing and actually gets warmer. That would be frickin hilarious.... We can make Jen come in her Belldandy costume... hahaha.... ^.^
blah work...