Sep 09, 2004 21:14
well well well....where do i begin..
summer...where did it go? i worked waaay to much.. i was working 50-55 hours a week. i never got to see anyone, and it was depressing. waitressing is a tough job, but i guess someone has to do it! currently i only work weekends and mondays..due to school..
THATS RIGHT! me...college..who would have thought..i have never had intrest in school..
till now..
GRANTED! its only YCCC, and im starting off pretty light, i like it.
the atmosphere is so much better, and you are treated like an adult. FINALLY SOME RESPECT! and i already got a few numbers..lol..me? hott? never..really..kinda sad.
there are alot of noble kids there..but usually dont talk with them.met some amazing people who have the same interests i do, seriously rocks.
but im still currently at home, lookin for apartments/roomie..
yeah i miss you all alot..everyone..i dont want to disapear, but i guess thats to late.
my 18th is coming up.pretty excited..getting a new tattie on the 29th (PPSSSSS my bday) its a moon and star kinda but not really attached..lol if that makes sense..its cute.
tonight i streaked my hair blonde..yeah..looks alright..still not a hottie :D
pretty much the only person i saw all summer was Dan..and Chris when he came to see me at work..like the only one to see me..
okay thinking about a party for the big 18 coming up..let me now about it..everyons invited...just not sure when,where yadda yadda..
completely off topic but i was walking arond me yard barefoot and the wet grass between my toes was cold and it felt wierd,,but in a nice way.. i was just looking up at the sky...wishing..thinking about where im going with my life..the right path..am i doing the right thing..i just dont know anymore.
Nor do i want to..i think
i dont know anymore..people call me please Cell-432-8412...i promise i wil answer..lol..i need my friends back.