May 18, 2004 21:55
so school is almost over..i can't wait in a way..get away from all this bullshit. this whole chris situation is annoying.its my fault..i need my space right now..i need to be ME!..why can't anyone understand that..Ally seems to be the only one right now..so i talk to her about it. she is good to vent on.
i was suppose to go Indoor Karting tongiht, but my mom and i got in a fight, so i didnt. instead i ate dinner with Chris (becuase we are still friends) and then i went over to Dan's house.
Dan is awesome..i can just be..me.. around him..no attachment..just fun...we talk alot and joke around and all that good stuff... and we are going to Senior Ball now..i am still going to Chris's formal as far as i know..but it could change..he might decide he doesant want to go with me.
i dont even know if we are gonna be together again..time will tell i guess..i wish i could perdict the future, but i can't...obviously.
i got a softball game in biddeford tomorrow..its away...i doubt we are gonna make it to the play off's...but whatever....i will have my life back..softball takes up so much time.
i hate all this school work i have to do..its making me all cranky.
So people...we should hang out....call me..feels like once chris and i broke up..i have no friends..
and maybe thats true.