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Why is my family so fucked up? Honestly, if I skipped school for over half the goddamn year, my mom would've had my ass on a silver platter. She would've taken away everything. Phone, videogames, internet, computer... and anything else I could find to do. Hell, my notebooks and sketchbooks, too. So why is it, that she barely even TRIES to punish my brother?
HE'S the one who's fucking up his life.
Not me.
So why am I being punished for his fucking screwups? Why is he constantly allowed to play, allowed to access the internet, allowed to watch TV? I don't get it. It's fucked up. And I"m sick of it. If this continues, I'm going to snap. Sortof feel like I already have.
I mean, sure. I barely made it out of HS. I have a cruddy job. I don't look like I'm going anywhere, and I'm stupid, and not worth shit.
But at least I got THIS far. My brother hasn't even made it out of ninth grade. He's doomed himself to fail. He's doomed himself to become the failure dropout that you always hear about, working part-time at some dumpy diner or something.
I really don't get it.
(sorry for the whining, I just-- I don't want to start punching walls again, I really don't. =__=)
Edit: Way to go, Mom, removing me from your LJ friends list! 8D I honestly hope you're proud of yourself. Not that you can see this because you REMOVED ME 'cause of a few honest remarks. Way to go, you.
HE'S the one who's fucking up his life.
Not me.
So why am I being punished for his fucking screwups? Why is he constantly allowed to play, allowed to access the internet, allowed to watch TV? I don't get it. It's fucked up. And I"m sick of it. If this continues, I'm going to snap. Sortof feel like I already have.
I mean, sure. I barely made it out of HS. I have a cruddy job. I don't look like I'm going anywhere, and I'm stupid, and not worth shit.
But at least I got THIS far. My brother hasn't even made it out of ninth grade. He's doomed himself to fail. He's doomed himself to become the failure dropout that you always hear about, working part-time at some dumpy diner or something.
I really don't get it.
(sorry for the whining, I just-- I don't want to start punching walls again, I really don't. =__=)
Edit: Way to go, Mom, removing me from your LJ friends list! 8D I honestly hope you're proud of yourself. Not that you can see this because you REMOVED ME 'cause of a few honest remarks. Way to go, you.