Apr 13, 2009 13:38
I feel sick.
very nauseas and generally upset. I can't stand this anxiety.
Stemming from a mixture of my ultrasound results STILL not coming back and the british man I'm obssessing over but too scared to really do anything about - I think I will return to bed.
boss has me on the schedule EVENTHOUGH I WROTE OFF for today... if she writes up the bitch that no-showed this weekend, she can write me up, too. If she writes one of us it better be both of us.
I can't think. doubt I'm making much sense.
can't keep my breath or my sight.
feel like I've been hung with just my tippie toes keeping me alive.
bedbedbed...