A Dream
My ability to dream is resurfacing.
This mornings dream...
It is dusk; I am in the suburbs standing next to a street sign. I am not sure how I got there. I am talking to her. She lays out a plan for what we will do and I should not rush it. After all is said, an idea for our first date together, to watch a movie. It was Zodiac Killer. Before we left for the movie, she tells me to kiss her three times; we ended up kissing more than three times, six. We end up at a small movie theater, oh course I run to find the ticket booth. For some reason I get lost and I hear her voice telling me where she was at. I find her and she says that there was another movie theater that was showing it in Redwood City. I told her this is fine. A soda is bought with some candy. We sit down for the movie and we happen to be pretty much the only ones there. She curls up in my arms, shoes removed. As we are sitting there watch the pre-previews, she tells me that my heart is beating a million miles per-hour and I inform her that I cannot help it, which sometimes I feel my heart will burst. I tickle her in hopes she would forget what I said, although she ends up tickling me into submission. Holding down she smiles and places her hand on my chest and says she will protect it. The movie starts, every so on we catch each other staring at one another, I hold her tighter and kiss her on the forehead. The movie ends and for some reason I have the urge to cry, but I do not. I take her home and the final kiss of the night, which was... I am still gasping for air. As I slowly let go of her hand I tell her that I will see her soon as only my dreams can tell.
This mornings dream...
It is dusk; I am in the suburbs standing next to a street sign. I am not sure how I got there. I am talking to her. She lays out a plan for what we will do and I should not rush it. After all is said, an idea for our first date together, to watch a movie. It was Zodiac Killer. Before we left for the movie, she tells me to kiss her three times; we ended up kissing more than three times, six. We end up at a small movie theater, oh course I run to find the ticket booth. For some reason I get lost and I hear her voice telling me where she was at. I find her and she says that there was another movie theater that was showing it in Redwood City. I told her this is fine. A soda is bought with some candy. We sit down for the movie and we happen to be pretty much the only ones there. She curls up in my arms, shoes removed. As we are sitting there watch the pre-previews, she tells me that my heart is beating a million miles per-hour and I inform her that I cannot help it, which sometimes I feel my heart will burst. I tickle her in hopes she would forget what I said, although she ends up tickling me into submission. Holding down she smiles and places her hand on my chest and says she will protect it. The movie starts, every so on we catch each other staring at one another, I hold her tighter and kiss her on the forehead. The movie ends and for some reason I have the urge to cry, but I do not. I take her home and the final kiss of the night, which was... I am still gasping for air. As I slowly let go of her hand I tell her that I will see her soon as only my dreams can tell.