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I'm so nervous and stressed out I'm starting to cry. Maybe I'm near that time of the month too. I was thinking earlier how terrible it would be if I happened to start my period tomorrow, or just felt sick and icky for another reason besides anxiety. I really do have an anxiety problem with math. I realized a few days ago that the roster for my online class was about half as long as it was to start, which means that other people with my feelings towards the subject dropped out before getting this far. So it's a good thing I've stayed in 'tl the end, even if I don't pass the final. I may not have mastered the material (grand understatement), but at least I didn't quit. Also, I'm keeping in mind the fact that I can retake the class with the opportunity to ACE it next time (fail then ace, wouldn't that be fun.) And if I take it Spring quarter, I can still finish this school year and graduate in June. AND, even taking it two times it will still be way less money then if I were to take it at an out-of-state community college or especially at SPU. I really don't want to fail the final though.