Mental Masturbation
Well this seems like a good idea at the time.
After much thought I have reached for some things and what not.
I find it very hard for things to keep my attention.
Its true, and it's not like an ADD thing.
I just grow bored easy and do what I do, then grow even more in my state of searching, clinging, with this game of mental masturbation.
Ready, Aim, Fire with a rivet gun to the center of my forehead.
Also on this topic of my lack of interest on things.
It is hard for me to actually get fired up on the love line.
Granted I have people in mind, but I ether have the idea that I cant do it because I need a line thrown, or maybe I am just so dense that I cant see it. Or I have completely made my think they have no interest.
Donno it is hard to tell, and harder to find these people.
I guess I can blame that, or thank that on the fact of past experiences learned.
To think, I have "standards" now, or at least a harder way for people to clear with the iron clad security of my trust levels.
Fuck I may have some issues.
Or
Maybe I am the normal one.
Or
Fuck this guessing game, it is starting to bore me.
Blah
Blah
Blah
Are you mother fuckers ready?
Nah?
I did not think so.
Or
Maybe you are.
Throw me a line, I am adrift in this water and don't know what's going on.
~Napalm~
After much thought I have reached for some things and what not.
I find it very hard for things to keep my attention.
Its true, and it's not like an ADD thing.
I just grow bored easy and do what I do, then grow even more in my state of searching, clinging, with this game of mental masturbation.
Ready, Aim, Fire with a rivet gun to the center of my forehead.
Also on this topic of my lack of interest on things.
It is hard for me to actually get fired up on the love line.
Granted I have people in mind, but I ether have the idea that I cant do it because I need a line thrown, or maybe I am just so dense that I cant see it. Or I have completely made my think they have no interest.
Donno it is hard to tell, and harder to find these people.
I guess I can blame that, or thank that on the fact of past experiences learned.
To think, I have "standards" now, or at least a harder way for people to clear with the iron clad security of my trust levels.
Fuck I may have some issues.
Or
Maybe I am the normal one.
Or
Fuck this guessing game, it is starting to bore me.
Blah
Blah
Blah
Are you mother fuckers ready?
Nah?
I did not think so.
Or
Maybe you are.
Throw me a line, I am adrift in this water and don't know what's going on.
~Napalm~