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Life has been altering so much, so quickly that it starts to amaze me. I've noticed that people can change because of the smallest things and that those who have hurt you in the past, can turn out to be the ones you talk to the most.
In the past, I have expressed frustration and hurt that has been experienced because of one person. This person came into my life unexpectedly and at times acted so immature and careless; however, since I've started talking to him again, I've had to change my texting plan for my phone and I've been searching the multitude of feelings that come at me from all directions when I am around him. My phone plan use to include 200 text messages for $5; however, since my last bill, I have changed my plan to unlimited text messages for $10. This seemed like a good idea because I get as many messages as I want for only $5 more, but also because I payed my bill on a Sunday, which renewed my 200 messages, and I was over my limit by 77 messages on that following Tuesday.
Such changes in the smallest actions can create the biggest impacts. Since he has been forced to change some of his nightly activities like partying and drinking, he has changed so much. He still has his immature moments, like any 21yr. old guy should, but he doesn't carry the carelessness that he did in the past. I do find difficulty in describing his treatment of me. If I do this in the only way that is plopping itself into my head, then he will come off as this cold hearted bastard. He wasn't that bad in the past, but it is definitely something that I could have done without.
If I keep going tonight, this post will be extremely long and at this point I am ready for bed. Especially, since I've had only about 26 combined hours of sleep over the past 9 days, so for now I will stop and I may continue with more later when I can produce it in the right display of wording.
Joey
In the past, I have expressed frustration and hurt that has been experienced because of one person. This person came into my life unexpectedly and at times acted so immature and careless; however, since I've started talking to him again, I've had to change my texting plan for my phone and I've been searching the multitude of feelings that come at me from all directions when I am around him. My phone plan use to include 200 text messages for $5; however, since my last bill, I have changed my plan to unlimited text messages for $10. This seemed like a good idea because I get as many messages as I want for only $5 more, but also because I payed my bill on a Sunday, which renewed my 200 messages, and I was over my limit by 77 messages on that following Tuesday.
Such changes in the smallest actions can create the biggest impacts. Since he has been forced to change some of his nightly activities like partying and drinking, he has changed so much. He still has his immature moments, like any 21yr. old guy should, but he doesn't carry the carelessness that he did in the past. I do find difficulty in describing his treatment of me. If I do this in the only way that is plopping itself into my head, then he will come off as this cold hearted bastard. He wasn't that bad in the past, but it is definitely something that I could have done without.
If I keep going tonight, this post will be extremely long and at this point I am ready for bed. Especially, since I've had only about 26 combined hours of sleep over the past 9 days, so for now I will stop and I may continue with more later when I can produce it in the right display of wording.
Joey