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why do i always have to go for the bad guy? me and cas have it great hes my baby boy. but for some reason chris intrigues me. i just wish he liked me. me aand cas decided that we were going to split for a while cause he thinks i need to date around before i settle down so i dont have any doubt about it but he said he already knows that im the one he wants to be with for the rest of his life so hes not going to go out with anyone while im getting all this out of my system. which i think is really sweet. but what if after all this i decide i dont want cas back what then? thats what im scared of. i dont know what to do. i wish i could say after all this im going to want him and only him but i cant cause i dont know this. i mean i wear his ring like all i want is him but deep down im not sure if hes what i want for the rest of my life. melissa if u read this please comment me back and leave em some advice u r really good at that. well guys lexi wants to get in the tub so its mommy to the rescue love yall. leave me some love by leavin a comment for me and maybe so advice if u got some.