stress stress stress but lets not be negative SMILE
so yea the last few days have been stressful with marcia and bill cause they are inconsiderate human beings i dont know how they can be so stupid and blind at the same time and im talkin about bill being legaly blind cause i think its a lie but bill he fuckin sits there and yells at jay like the kid can understand a word he is fucking sayin the kid is TWO YEARS OLD and marcia dont even get me started on her she is a backstaber that needs to get her shit strait she is taking this ass holes side over her own family like mom is like an angel sent from heaven i have never met a more generous caring person in my life i love her she is beutiful inside as well as out and the way marcia is treating her is bullshit mom has stuck by marcia even when marcia was bein a little bitch and now marcia is going to back stab her its wrong.. and bill he is just trying to take over marcia mentally and i honestly think that me cindy and mom intimidate him because we dont fall for his little storys and we are all a lot smarter then him and he knows that we wont beleive the bs that comes out of his mouth but anyways there is no reasont waisting any breath on marcia cause she is not gonna listen......so moving on.......... i have come to a new realization and i have desided to change the person i am...... i first want to apologize to josh and cindy mainly cindy though for being a downer at some points everything was just a little rough there for a moment........ everything is starting to get better with my family mom is no longer drinking to be happy with dad and everyone is communicating well im not gonna be negative anymore im gonna go back to being positive katie and im not gonna let shit get to me and im gonna try will all my strength to not cut my self...... the new school year is coming and i want it to be better then lasts cause i was really depressed and lost all my friends and it sucks and i did really bad in school so im gonna just better my self and thats that but hey yea im gonna go