the sun is suddenly shinning (I wish)
so everything was in the ditch there for a while i was in a depressed state i get those a lot i just want to be left alone and lock my self in my room and not talk to anyone. I had a dream that mr kitty died it was so sad i cryed really hard in my sleep my eyes were poofy in the morning but yea im just happy he is still alive. sometimes i think i like to be depressed like i was so sad for a hole year and then some and its like it just grew on me and it doesnt hurt me anymore literally those who are close to me will understand that right there. anyways im out of the depressed state i was in im just really tired today and cindy is not here to celebrate our last lunch together :( all thanks to just for getting her sick lol but i dont care ill spend it in the library talkin to bonnie. but yea this is why im out of that depressed state i talked to will over the weekend and just hearing his voice made me really happy and i want to be with him so im going to be sittin here waiting till he gets out of prison so yea. i want to read my book The Lovely Bones i took a brake from it this weekend because after being at home so much i wanted to get out but i missed mr kitty. have to do something about that cat man. well im gonna get goin i want to read and i have to study a little for midterms this week.