FUNNY!
so i had work today. its not too bad actually, i mean after the first week of whatever job i have, i usually realize...its work. but its a good job and it keeps me outdoors and im getting a pretty good pay and if i really put energy into it its almost like im working out and so forth with all the running around and playing sports i do with the kids. but the fact of the matter is i dont put the energy into it, im nice and they have fun from what i can tell, but i honestly just do a half assed job and try and get through the day/afternoon without blowing up at them. there i said it, half assed.
so im finishing this week, working next week from 9-1, and im done with skyhawks until next summer if not forever. one week of pure summer fun before college starts. boo yah.
also,the director of my campy this week just graduated ucsc and majored in digital film studies. whats more it hes also applying/shooting for all the video game companies EXACTLY how i plan on when im out in four years. bottom line is hes cool and the only one ive met who has the same plan as me post college. yeye
went to carries after going to the bank and getting gas and showering of course. apparently her place was where ice cream making was taking place. --correction-- material purchasing eventually took place soonafetr i arrived-- and when i say purchasing i mean me paying for half the ingredients because HALF of my friends are deadbeats and will never pay me back. but of course im made of fucking money so no skin off their nose, riiiiight?. whats worse is ryan paid immediately and didnt get any today, he'll be lucky if its there in a couple days. dessert in the household of carrie untouched? dont bet on it.
almost dropped the f word on my sister today(for the first time ever i might add) but i didnt, so its not too horrible even though my mom was steamed. coming close DID make me feel bad even though she deserved it... cest la vie.
three things i just decided while typing this lovely entry:
_a lot of things that are said which come across my ears are just empty.
_i like all of my friends for different reasons, but what i dislike is how those reasons can lower my friendliness towards them at the same time.
_i cant wait till i get my brand new phone on verizon. cant wait.
so im finishing this week, working next week from 9-1, and im done with skyhawks until next summer if not forever. one week of pure summer fun before college starts. boo yah.
also,the director of my campy this week just graduated ucsc and majored in digital film studies. whats more it hes also applying/shooting for all the video game companies EXACTLY how i plan on when im out in four years. bottom line is hes cool and the only one ive met who has the same plan as me post college. yeye
went to carries after going to the bank and getting gas and showering of course. apparently her place was where ice cream making was taking place. --correction-- material purchasing eventually took place soonafetr i arrived-- and when i say purchasing i mean me paying for half the ingredients because HALF of my friends are deadbeats and will never pay me back. but of course im made of fucking money so no skin off their nose, riiiiight?. whats worse is ryan paid immediately and didnt get any today, he'll be lucky if its there in a couple days. dessert in the household of carrie untouched? dont bet on it.
almost dropped the f word on my sister today(for the first time ever i might add) but i didnt, so its not too horrible even though my mom was steamed. coming close DID make me feel bad even though she deserved it... cest la vie.
three things i just decided while typing this lovely entry:
_a lot of things that are said which come across my ears are just empty.
_i like all of my friends for different reasons, but what i dislike is how those reasons can lower my friendliness towards them at the same time.
_i cant wait till i get my brand new phone on verizon. cant wait.