man oh man so much to say
well where do i stratt hah hi to everyone who still reads this! i know i haven't updated in a longg long time but its okay. I'm still alive and stuff.
well I'm single now. I'm thinking I will be for a while and that kind of bothers me but than again i'm willing to accept the fact.
I just hope soon i find my special someone.
me and Cliff don't talk anymore. he basically told me to fuck off and die and that was the end of that. he's moved on and has a girlfriend now, yes that quickly so i'm happy for him.. I think.
I started to talk to this guy named Josh and we really liked each other so last saturday I went to see his band Coloring fate play. but there was some people there that didn't like me. Those people where his best friends so Josh just kept his distance and talked to me at least 5 times throughout the entire night. I asked him about that and he says it's because he was trying to talk to all the people who came out to see them. I think it's because of those bitches that were there but I don't care anymore. That also made me lose intrest in him. so yeah.
That same night! my other friend trey and ryan's band was playing. Farewell yesterday. and that whole entire night the band hung out with me and my friend, Christina. They talked to everyone but they took us with them when they did it. me and trey joked around with each other and did stupid shit and stupid dances with each other and talked to each other damn near the entire night. even though they were also in the band not once did they not talk to me and thats what I thought josh would do but I was wrong. me and trey surprisingly hit it off as soon as we started talking hah. we were already joking around with each other as soon as we saw each other. it was great and i never thought in a million years i'd be attracted to another black guy but trey is totally different. he isn't your typical gangsta thug black guyy. he likes hardcore music and has guauges and screams/sings in a band and stuff like that and all in all we have alot more in common than me and josh. I want a relationship with trey but I haven't talked to him about that just yet. but who knows what the future has in stored.
on the other hand. salvador has came back into the picture. Salvador is this guy i was talking too that i almost started to date but he literally got mad at me cause i didn't give him good directions to my house? he had anger problems at the moment so lots of things were said that he didn't mean. so he sends me a message on myspace the other day apologizing to me and wanting me to come back into his life. i was a bit iffy on the whole thing and he was just saying how he missed talking to me. he expalined all the anger issue stuff and everything is worked out. so i don't know whats going to happen with that either.
i know for a fact that I want to date trey because he's just so much fun to be around. i just don't know if he see's me as " girlfriend material" i really hope that he does though
so thats the things thats going on in the guy department of my life hah
here are some things thats happing to me in general
i still don't have a job but i am looking because i really need to move out.
i'm 19 now yay hah
and my hair is different see pictures below. other than that not much is going on right now
i just thought i would update for those of you who still use/ read live journal hah
well I'm single now. I'm thinking I will be for a while and that kind of bothers me but than again i'm willing to accept the fact.
I just hope soon i find my special someone.
me and Cliff don't talk anymore. he basically told me to fuck off and die and that was the end of that. he's moved on and has a girlfriend now, yes that quickly so i'm happy for him.. I think.
I started to talk to this guy named Josh and we really liked each other so last saturday I went to see his band Coloring fate play. but there was some people there that didn't like me. Those people where his best friends so Josh just kept his distance and talked to me at least 5 times throughout the entire night. I asked him about that and he says it's because he was trying to talk to all the people who came out to see them. I think it's because of those bitches that were there but I don't care anymore. That also made me lose intrest in him. so yeah.
That same night! my other friend trey and ryan's band was playing. Farewell yesterday. and that whole entire night the band hung out with me and my friend, Christina. They talked to everyone but they took us with them when they did it. me and trey joked around with each other and did stupid shit and stupid dances with each other and talked to each other damn near the entire night. even though they were also in the band not once did they not talk to me and thats what I thought josh would do but I was wrong. me and trey surprisingly hit it off as soon as we started talking hah. we were already joking around with each other as soon as we saw each other. it was great and i never thought in a million years i'd be attracted to another black guy but trey is totally different. he isn't your typical gangsta thug black guyy. he likes hardcore music and has guauges and screams/sings in a band and stuff like that and all in all we have alot more in common than me and josh. I want a relationship with trey but I haven't talked to him about that just yet. but who knows what the future has in stored.
on the other hand. salvador has came back into the picture. Salvador is this guy i was talking too that i almost started to date but he literally got mad at me cause i didn't give him good directions to my house? he had anger problems at the moment so lots of things were said that he didn't mean. so he sends me a message on myspace the other day apologizing to me and wanting me to come back into his life. i was a bit iffy on the whole thing and he was just saying how he missed talking to me. he expalined all the anger issue stuff and everything is worked out. so i don't know whats going to happen with that either.
i know for a fact that I want to date trey because he's just so much fun to be around. i just don't know if he see's me as " girlfriend material" i really hope that he does though
so thats the things thats going on in the guy department of my life hah
here are some things thats happing to me in general
i still don't have a job but i am looking because i really need to move out.
i'm 19 now yay hah
and my hair is different see pictures below. other than that not much is going on right now
i just thought i would update for those of you who still use/ read live journal hah