Apr 03, 2004 13:57
I Smile
You Smile
I laugh
You Smile
I stab my ego
I Smile?
You Smile
I cry for you
I Smile?
You Smile
I love you
You Smile
I Erase myself from Excistance
You Smile
I Smile
I'm Fucked
I Smile
You Smile
I'm Lost
I Smile?
You Smile
Im alone
You smile
I'm depressed
You Smile
I Smile?
I'm Insane
You Smile
I Smile
I'm leaving you
I'm gone
SO long
You Smile
I Smile
I died for you
You Smile
I Smiled
You Smile...
-Sam
This Shitty collection of words, sums up to be a lesson, on how so many people do so much for that "other"/"others" and then the "others" Just take plain Advantage of it. Of them, and their presence in the "others" life/ Make sence?
"Sorry for being me"
I'm Sorry for being me
I'm Sorry you can't accept it
I'm sorry you think the way you do
But just because you want me to change
Dosen't mean I'm going to
I can't change who I am
Just to Please you
If you don't ike it
I'ts not my fault
I never asked you to
One day You'll learn
I was right all along
But for now
All I can say now is....
I'm sorry for being me
-Charlene Camp (A.B.H.S)
hide me in a corner, Lock me away
Turn your back on me just alittle more each day
Pretend you don't hear my shouts and screams
That my begging for mercy dosen't haunt your dreams
Leave me in solitude until I can take no more
Crying and screaming as my throat becomes sore
Ignore the pounding and screaming as I try to break
Loose
All in vain of course; there isn't any use
Keep me here until my spirits are shattered
Even my body is broken and battered
Don't end it now, I'm here for your entertainment
You can torture me daily while I live in containment.
-Anonymous
(A.B.H.S.)
(Just me o'le friends)
XxmorirexX: thanks
Juicebox1489: yoiur welcome...who r u?
XxmorirexX: Im sam
Juicebox1489: oh
Juicebox1489: your welcome
Juicebox1489: i think...
XxmorirexX: I felt like shit on wensday...thanks...we used to be great friends. and now we arent nothing, and will never be nothing any more, You cant seemto be my friend because IM so "EXTREME" now.. I thought u were diffrent jesse. I did..
Juicebox1489: hmmm
XxmorirexX: Im sorry im so fucked up now
Juicebox1489: hey thats ur thing
Juicebox1489: its cool with me
Juicebox1489: :-D
XxmorirexX: well..you kept asking me questions and giving me the third degree. You were making fun of me...
XxmorirexX: And it wasnt cool
Juicebox1489: ok
Juicebox1489: i wasnt making fun of u
XxmorirexX: it was what is seemed to be
Juicebox1489: i hadnt seen or talked to u in like a year
Juicebox1489: it was alot to take in
XxmorirexX: yeah
XxmorirexX: yeah I guess
XxmorirexX: Im still SAM
Juicebox1489: sory if i offended you
XxmorirexX: obnoxious and Loud
Juicebox1489: lol
XxmorirexX: Well I was just all mad and stuff.. because we used to be like best friends and all and then we lost touch becaause of my movement and then when I finally see u again, I was excited. I missed you, it was all the shit u stated. And in the tone of voice maybe. ...or maybe IM just parniod and I wasnt thinking.. I was just thinking of how everyone else was making fun of me. But IM still sam and thats all I need to redeem my self to you guys
XxmorirexX: later
Juicebox1489: well said
Juicebox1489: lol
Juicebox1489: i didnt meen what ever i said
XxmorirexX: Alright
Juicebox1489: picture this
Juicebox1489: ..
Juicebox1489: we are pretty much best friends and i have this image of you in my head and then....ur gone for a while u come back and ur way differant
Juicebox1489: later
Juicebox1489 signed off at 2:29:31 PM.