and forget everyone who's jaded, 'cause they don't matter and i don't care
ok so no one seems to like the fact that im going out with jake. at least if they do they dont show it. i feel out of place when i hang with him when his friends are there because i feel like i shouldnt b there and i feel like thats what they are thinking. like "whats this chick doing here all of a sudden? oo she'll be gone soon lets just pretend to be nice by smiling and complimenting her" who knows, maybe they mean it, but it seems so fake to me. am i overreacting? i dont know, but it makes me feel kinda shitty.
the worst part is that one of my friends say they dont care that me and him are together but it seems like they really do...a lot. i wish they would just say what they really think instead of saying it to other people behind my back.
oh well, people can hate me if they want and say what they want cause i dont care, im not going to let it get between the two of us.
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