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I think i hate myself why else would i create such conflict. what the fuck was i thinking leting you go? I dont know where i am anymore i just walk through life coming around only to eat (sometimes) or responde to someone if compleatley nessary. This may be what being dead feels like. This is the worst its ever been nothing makes me happy any more and it seems like im ten times dumber (not just mentaly). How come when i pretend to hang myself ever gets this worried look on there face like im actually going to do it? am i? No its allready like im dead anyways. I need to go now. want to know what its like? Its like your allways about to barf cause your choking on your own toung.