Dear Life,.........
Have i not had my full share of hardship...........will i ever be able to rest and enjoy life again..............will my cheeks ever stop being stained with tears............how am i suppose to fix everything when you don't give me time to work on fixing myself.............is happiness to much to ask for......... will there be a point in time where i look back and will be able to think that all of this was worth it or will the pain just never end............ will my son ever be able to tell me he loves me...........will he be able to tell me anything....... will i ever be able to feel beautiful........will i ever be able to create art or music again.............. will everything ever fall into place or am i doomed to forever float in this cloud of disaster...........