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Jun 19, 2004 20:47

Yea...as kurt pointed out...we're back...safely...albeit changed after the whole experience. I have a new found respect for the peace we have here and the way that we live. It's made me realise a few things that I need to go clear up. I...uh...I'm around if anyone's looking for me. I got some people to talk to or at least try to.


Her eyes were red. She was demonic in hind sight, but even as I held her. The horns just inches from my face, she was still Illyana. I'm surprised my self-centered mind could see beyond that, but she...WE have proven this is not a normal relationship.

My experience with Limbo was indeed shocking. Seeing her so weak, I was afraid she would die right there. I can't believe I had a hand in putting her on that altar. Putting her through that experience... I see it in my mind's eye like a reminder... one to never leave her side, or if I have to unprotected. Her demon henchman are smart to say the least. They were able to eye my move before I was able to make it...

AND SOMEONE STOLE MY LIGHTER.

RIGHT OFF OF ME!

I'll kill her...she's the only one...because of her this happened...because of her I couldn't stop it.

Calm down John, get a hold of your self.

Anyway, back to the people I need to talk to...

Rogue...I owe her so much...for not kicking my ass...for letting the professor know that I was around...even if she's got a chip on her shoulder about me...we were friends...she still means the world to me as such. I'm the one that made the mistake. I remind myself of that every time I look at the mirror.

Kurt...He was thrown for a loop at the ceremony...and I mean one larger than the orbit of pluto...I think the professor when he gets back should talk to him. I'm not talking a friendly little chat, I'm talking serious psychological session. I worry about the guy I guess. He's been branded by society as evil, and I in some way have been to, but by a different society.

I think I should talk to Ororo, at least apologize...I don't know if I should do anything...I mean I was trying to help her and all I had seem to do was make it worse. Is it odd that I would want to train with her, learn from her, learn her self control. Her powers are...epic...and they are so influential. It's so burdensome that she has to have her powers tied to her emotions...at least I can quash a flame and then get angry and release the anger healthily. Although then again, it would be kinda cool to put real snow on your christmas tree.

yea, i'm working on somethings...especially a welcome home party for our lost russian compadre. He's supposedly heading back in soon, so Illyana will rest easier and so will Kitty. I'll probably have to put on hold sleeping in the same bed with Illyana some things I've had roaming around in my head.
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