life suxxored -or-

Apr 30, 2006 22:04

ive been reading a couple of manga series' lately....

Excel Saga
Video Girl AI

Interview me!
1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview Me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post.
5. When others asking to be interviewed comment, you will ask them 5 questions

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1. What's your current favorite song?

2. What do you want to do, if anything, when you get out of the AF?

3. If you're rowing your boat across the desert and your dog gets hungry, how many donuts does it take to shingle your roof? LOL

4. What is your favorite ice cream?

5. What would a perfect day for you be like?
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1. "Dr. Who and the Darlecs"
2. work for NGA, or for teh af as a civilain contractor
3. i know that one but i cant rem teh answer
4. green tea ice cream
5. no school, no work, no roomies, just me and shannon in complete privacy
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ok what i am about to write is highly contreversal to parties that were involved,
i have one to say to those that are offeneded and i hope this statment is not taken as a personal affront, "if you dont like it, go kiss teh curb!"
thank you.....

In 9th grade i met B. we got along fine, as a stupid lil freshy i figure i might try to find a girl-friend, random ppl wopuld ask us "are you two going out?" i would respond with "depends on what you mean," she would automaticly reply "NO"

In 10th grade i just became a loner not rly hang around anyone

In 11th grade i met E. a friend of my older sister and a year younger then me, i figured i try anew with her........we "went out" for 3 hours, i took her to the prom after that as "friends"

In 12th grade i was at home coming and i was hanging out w/ B. in teh band. some cheerleader came up to us and asks "are you two going out?" B. responds "yes" i was in shock for a sec, which led to joy becuase "some actualy cares for me!" we went to the homecoming dance together, and i was on cloud 9 for a bit, we went to the christ mas dance after that, i went to kiss her and she truned a way and i\all i got from her was a cheek. being oblivious i figured "she wasnt ready" so when we went to the valentines day dance all i would attempt would be a kiss on her cheek. this lasted for a bout two more weeks so when i broke up w/ B. i rebounded and i made a stupid mistake and got used by some sophmore as her ticket to prom. an old memory came just back about when i was in 5th grade, i wrote a letter to myself for when i graduated high-school, i dont remeber much of teh letter except for one q. "do you have a girl-friend yet?" i look back and i think, "im sorry kid i let you down, i've got no-one"

i went to basic figuring i had no one and i probably nvr will, i maintained that attitude for a very long time. but when i went hime for exdous i figured i would try again with B. after a short notice date i kissed her on the cheek as we said goodbye, i later invitedd her to a new years party at my church. i went to kiss her on the dance floor, and she let me, and suddenly i wass right back to her again. when i went back to tech school i thought i had found love....i was so fucking wrong, i never truly felt any thing short of a nagging distraction, a minor attaction to B. so when i broke up with her again and started going oout with a local girl that i met while i was at church no less i post about how i found shannon and how were getting along so well, a day later all over B.'s LJ is "i love him!" outta fucking thin air!

as i step away from all of this and look back at it B. was always there to catch me as i rebounded from one failed relationship after another. and she held me in a stagnate but stable relationship. she was always around when i was going out with some one else. so it seems like B. just keeps trying to let me go with me ablivious to the fishhook so when i get heart broken she just reels me back and and im wrapped around her finger.

teh super glued soul just got an mri and has learned so much about itself

romance

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