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It's like a switch has been flipped. Just not sure I can care about so much anymore. Seems like every time I turn around one of them is getting hurt because of reckless behavior. It's as if they want to be hurt, want to be in the fights. Is it an adrenaline thing or merely wanting another story to tell? This town seems dangerous enough without seeking out and pushing limits.
And the lack of respect is wearing thin on me. This whole thing with the hippy and ignoring laws and such to be kidnappers and heroes just seems... assinine. Jesus fuck. Nono, can't call the cops on abuser and criminals - we must rush out ourselves and save everyone.
Screw it. I can't do it.
Worry about Stu more and more though. fucking Muds. I will try and have faith in Stu but gods, I want to hit him so bad. So fucking bad. Once for every time he's upset Stu in the least. Fuck him.
Hannah and Matt seem pretty cool. Kinda really glad to have them to talk to. Tonight it was just us and Stu in the chat most of the night and it was really cool. No stress, no rage and anger. Nice to have that moment or normal. Really nice.
And the lack of respect is wearing thin on me. This whole thing with the hippy and ignoring laws and such to be kidnappers and heroes just seems... assinine. Jesus fuck. Nono, can't call the cops on abuser and criminals - we must rush out ourselves and save everyone.
Screw it. I can't do it.
Worry about Stu more and more though. fucking Muds. I will try and have faith in Stu but gods, I want to hit him so bad. So fucking bad. Once for every time he's upset Stu in the least. Fuck him.
Hannah and Matt seem pretty cool. Kinda really glad to have them to talk to. Tonight it was just us and Stu in the chat most of the night and it was really cool. No stress, no rage and anger. Nice to have that moment or normal. Really nice.