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the cloud I'm laying on and looking up at ....
it is good to say this :
I Am Loved
I Am Wanted
I Am Valued
I Am Treasured
I Am Priceless
I Am Complete Again
so much stuff has fallen by the way side and drifted off into nothingness
Simple things remain and are held onto passionately for dear ones close
Thanksgiving was good and interesting with taking Curtis
ashenfox with me to show off new relationship to family ... some accepted with out hesitation and others are still stuck somewhat on the past. No fights or "lyn worship" was had so that is a high point.
Was able to show him around hometown and help him learn where I come from.
as he said " well this answers lots of questions and explains a lot"
Time together over the long weekend was quality time where each moment counted, new things were experienced, learning enjoyed. Simple things meant more that a pricey gift or super planed adventure.
I cant thank you enough for those moments in time where nothing else mattered ...
" Life's a Dance" sounds about right for this now
Wishin I lived closer so that could have more time to be around each other but that is one thing that i don't have control over yet
step by step ... day by day ... learning to love ....being ok
what do you when your dreams are returned to you ?
Pyre
Bec