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An entire week early I have yet another breakdown, I've been keeping a journal of my panic attacks and their severity for the last week and today felt so bad that I booked in an emergency appointment with the doctors... what brought on this stressed related screaming crying and rocking in my chair breakdown you ask? None other than my overbearing stress inducing boss who calls up and tells scott to tell me that shes "coming over for an Occupational health assessment" = she does not believe me.
So anyway I snap, go to the doctors and legally my boss has no right to hassle me about this at all as the doctor has already provided me a sick note for two weeks. Also as my boss is not a qualified doctor her arriving at my doorsteps will induce more stress and is unacceptable professional behaviour for a patient in my condition.
So basically, I'm stressed, had my medication changed again, breakdown and cringe and cry at the mere sound of the telephone going, and oh yes, I have to go to the government for sickpay now as I have now used my work contracted sick pay.
And my doctor says that if they continue to chase me like this or "halt my recovery" as she put it. Then I should go above the head of my branch and take out legal action as they knew from the start that I was on anti depressants and therefore by the disabilities act they should make allowances for that fact and not pile on the pressure.