Ill, depressed and in a hole

Jan 25, 2007 12:31

Don't bank with Barclays... ever

I currently may or may not work for them anymore, I offically passed my probation period and was given a full time job, I then ended up getting the flu and have been signed off, I should be back tomorrow but I feel like hell and my manager had the nerve to get me to call her this morning to say that they were understaffed and because she hasn't finalised the paperwork yet this is now going to count against me... even though I have a doctors note.

I would be furious if I didn't feel so much like throwing up right now. They've done nothing but mess me around from the start, I just seem to have lost all faith and hope in the system, I hate this and my manager is such a hypocrite, we had to run without her (our only member of staff able to make sales) for two months due to sickness and shes moaning at me for this.

Well I have phoned my mothers friend who works for a rival bank to explain whats happened and she had said before that if Barclays didn't give me the job then she would. So I've left her a message saying that I'm interested and given her my number and was told that she should get back to me by the end of today. So fingers crossed there.

I am so sick of the world right now, why can't I get paid for being an admin on my forum?! I'd love that.

I'm too sick to even care really, too sick to be worried rather than upset for my future. If I have a mental breakdown at least then I can be homebound. This is really kicking up my depression and it was going so well.

God, sorry for this, I just sorta needed to unload.
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