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Job interview tomorrow.
I may even get it.
Mother told all my family so now the pressure is huge.
And I really really want this job...
My life will be 100 times better if I get it.
Oh yeah and there are only two of us up for it, which normally would make me feel great, but now just seems to have added to the pressure. Also three of mothers friends are interviewing, so the odds are in my favor. But if I fuck it up, then I must have really fucked it up.
I've written notes to take in so I don't undersell myself like last time.
This job will be everything I've needed for the past year, more money, stability, social standing, and most importantly something for my lazy ass to get up for in the morning.
It's in the room next door to mums department in the police force, so it may even help give me and amy mother a chance to get along like two rational adults for a change.
I'm so terrified.
I may even get it.
Mother told all my family so now the pressure is huge.
And I really really want this job...
My life will be 100 times better if I get it.
Oh yeah and there are only two of us up for it, which normally would make me feel great, but now just seems to have added to the pressure. Also three of mothers friends are interviewing, so the odds are in my favor. But if I fuck it up, then I must have really fucked it up.
I've written notes to take in so I don't undersell myself like last time.
This job will be everything I've needed for the past year, more money, stability, social standing, and most importantly something for my lazy ass to get up for in the morning.
It's in the room next door to mums department in the police force, so it may even help give me and amy mother a chance to get along like two rational adults for a change.
I'm so terrified.