Lose-Lose Situation.
The good news: The second OR meeting was cancelled, so I got to go to the James Victore lecture. Fucking amazing shit, that. I'm not even a big fan of his work itself, but he's just so blunt and outspoken and he had such crazy amazing stuff to say. It made me SO happy. 8D
The bad news: My roommate still sucks, and I've been rather painfully absolved of the false impression that I am going to get any sleep the entire rest of the school year. I tried to go to bed early, right after I got back from the lecture, and it was just a bad idea. Instead of getting extra sleep and feeling rested, when I finally do get to sleep, I'm just going to be feeling this festering rage, and it's not going to make me feel any better or more rested at all. So, you see, there's just no point in me trying to go to bed early. It's a lose-lose situation. 4-5 hours of sleep really are the most I can ever hope for, so I might as well at least be in the studio being productive, or doing my History reading in Luke and Felix's company, or just hanging out with my boys, because then at least I either get work done or just go to bed feeling happy, or possibly both.
The bad news: My roommate still sucks, and I've been rather painfully absolved of the false impression that I am going to get any sleep the entire rest of the school year. I tried to go to bed early, right after I got back from the lecture, and it was just a bad idea. Instead of getting extra sleep and feeling rested, when I finally do get to sleep, I'm just going to be feeling this festering rage, and it's not going to make me feel any better or more rested at all. So, you see, there's just no point in me trying to go to bed early. It's a lose-lose situation. 4-5 hours of sleep really are the most I can ever hope for, so I might as well at least be in the studio being productive, or doing my History reading in Luke and Felix's company, or just hanging out with my boys, because then at least I either get work done or just go to bed feeling happy, or possibly both.