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Oh my God...my parents are...I wonder if everyone else's parents are this way...
probably not
Okay...so this is the girl typing that hasn't really been anywhere in her life under her parent's control. I don't even ask for things because I know they'll say no, because they worry too much or they are stuck thinking that something terrible is going to happen if I'm out of a ten mile radius from them...omg -_-;
anyway...
i figure...hey...i'm nineteen years old...that means i'm...grown, right? well legally anyway...yes, that means i am grown.
soooo...i ask, hey, thursday night is college night at Dream in D.C., can i go with my friends up there? i'm going to be working all summer, and i have classes on tuesdays and thursdays that last until ten twenty at night...i'm literally going to be working EVERY SINGLE DAY of the week, maybe i will have an occasional day off...but i am not too sure...
so i know that i am going to be really busy and tired for the rest of the time that i am here, and that this is really my last week to have fun and do NOTHING before i start working my ass off saving for new school clothes and my trip so st. croix in december...and i KNOW that i am going to be too tired any other time to go...i just ask for one night...
FUCK!!!
k so here goes...i dare ask...
then my mother gets all *frazzled* and goes...ohhhh well where are you going to park? do you know where it is? who are you taking? why do you have to go in a group? la la la la la la worry worry worry worry worry eek eek eek frowning and looking stressed...
OH MY GOD
YOU WILL NEVER
EVER
STOP WORRYING!!! I AM SO GROWN...IS SHE STILL GOING TO BE ALL WORKED UP OVER THIS STUFF WHEN I'M TWENTY ONE YEARS OLD?? OR BETTER YET WHEN I'M LIKE FORTY??? oh my God relax, i'm not a little kid anymore, you don't have to come over and kiss my boo boo if i fall...i'm so FUCKIN GROWN...
:sigh:
but she goes...well you'll have to ask your dad...he's paying for your car and it's new and you'll be driving in d.c. and some people just got stabbed and blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh AHH! -_-;
SO I ASK HIM...
*silence*
someone's taking you up there???
(WHY DO YOU ALL WANT ME TO RIDE WITH PEOPLE SO BAD NOW THAT I HAVE MY OWN CAR??? WTF MAN???)
no i am driving...
*silence*
we'll talk about it tomorrow
Mom in the next room: look it up online everything is online
dad: yeah look it up online
me: (sitting right in front of the God damned computer with DREAM NIGHTCLUB BRIGHT AS DAY ACROSS THE SCREEN...) I already am...
Mom: you should be home by two
Dad: yes you hear that, as long as you get home by two
me: siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiggggggggggghhh well then i just won't go...that's just like two hours...
dad: well alright
mom: look online!
DAYNA: IO OF-DAA;LDKGALSKFGJA;FLDKLMKER=;NLUQE MVOI NELMLDKJG ASLGKJ
(in my head) omg if you tell me to look online one more FUCKING TIME
what the fuck who comes home by two????? like i'm not cinder fuckin rella...
i'm not leaving at a certain time...leavin MY SHIT behind to get somewhere on time...i'll still be dayna...shit
I'LL LEAVE WHEN THE SHIT'S OVA!!!
;lakjalsdgjlafgjalkfmdf,mmbakljbh lirvmiogjlkfjlaksdfjadskfasjdflakjdflk;adjf;lkadjf
my mother said "IN HER DAY" lol she didn't say that but she said when she went to clubs...the girls that stayed until the end were the nasty ones that guys used to pick up and screw afterwards...
well hey...
sorry guys...
we don't club with the dinosaurs...
and in this day and age...EVERYONE STAYS UNTIL THE END...
and walks out to their cars...
and goes home...
what makes girls unladylike is when they leave the club with some creepo...
but i'll be in my little bug with the girls i came with, heading home...
WHAT THE FUCK
sorry for being mean but this is my damn journal and i'm venting
my dad came in...
who are you talking to?
i'm typing...
to who?
(nigga?!!) no one
then who are you talking to?
i'm typing in my journallak;dfals;kdgalfdksg;ljadkgjl
DID MY JORDAN'S COME YET??
NIGGA YOUR JORDANS WILL COME IN FIVE TO SEVEN DAYS FROM THE DAY WE ORDERED THEM...SIT TIGHT
shit
i'm irritated i think aunt flo is coming...that bitch
i wonder what i'm going to wear.
i hate when people worry about me.
i wanna go back to hampton.
NOW
L;ADKGJAS;LKJG;LADFKJGLAFDKGJLADKFGJLKFGJA;LFKJGALFDGJ
I GET SO MAD WHEN I'M UPSET ABOUT SOMETHING AND THEN SOMEONE GOES...
OKAY...
LKASGJAS;GJ;LAGJ;LAFMGUNQVOEI5YUOI5UY139-769815UYVOIJOGARJTIJGK;JSLDVJ;ASLGJ
CURSE YOU FOR NOT CARING
FUCK ASS SHIT FUCK ASS BITCH ASS HOE FUCKER ASS
I'M SO MAD
;LDJGLASKJGALKFGJAFKDGJAFLKGJALJKHAKLJG;ALKFJGLKF;JGALKJGKLJFGLAJF;GLAJFLKGAFJGAFDGJAFDGLKJAFLD G
I WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE I CAN'T WAIT TO START WORKING AT THE VET AND LERNER I WANT TO WORK ALL THE TIME SO I'M NEVER IN THE HOUSE AND THEN I WANNA GO OUT AND BUY STUFF FOR MY NEW DORM ROOM AND THEN LIVE THERE FOREVER AND NEVER COME BACK AND LA LA LALA LA LALALALALALALALALALALALALALA
i'm so glad i have this...because i have no one to talk to
i feel crazy talking to juli about it...and mean because if i have a mean tone it's like i'm yelling at her and she doesn't understand that she NEVER makes me mad...:sigh:
and everone else is going through the same thing so they don't make me feel better, it just makes me more mad because i see that everyone's parents are fuckin crazy when they come back home...
i said i didn't want to curse anymore...
hmm well i'll say i don't want to actually curse...like...say a bad word.
SAY IT...
I'LL TYPE EM
i'm so mad
i want to go to school in iceland
no that's too close...
i wanna go to school in ...
uranus...
LOL THE PLANET...really really really really really really really really really farrrr awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
omg -_-;
omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg
interview on friday at ten in the morning...that's my ticket outta here..busy busy busy
please let me get both these jobs...I CAN'T BE IN THIS HOUSE
i want to just wake up and go to work come back sleep
on fridays i'll go out with friends...
maybe sometimes during the week i'll go out with them too...
i wanna dye my hair jet black...i wonder how much someone would charge me :)
i just want my hair washed and blowdried. :)
hey maybe shala will do that for me tomorrow...maybe we can go halfies on my dye job :) hmmmmmmmm
JETTT BLACCKKKKK
PRETTYYY
for anyone who wears express jeans...i wanna look like the sarula girl
she has black hair and green eyes
got the eyes...just need the hurr...
hmm i'm happy now..
THAT'S GROSS
:D
tomorrow...
get tb test reading
go to old bridge elementary to get a reference from mrs. leigh
go to get my hair done
i was gonna get my nails done, but i'm a man...so nevermind
LOL
i just don't wanna waste my monieeee
probably not
Okay...so this is the girl typing that hasn't really been anywhere in her life under her parent's control. I don't even ask for things because I know they'll say no, because they worry too much or they are stuck thinking that something terrible is going to happen if I'm out of a ten mile radius from them...omg -_-;
anyway...
i figure...hey...i'm nineteen years old...that means i'm...grown, right? well legally anyway...yes, that means i am grown.
soooo...i ask, hey, thursday night is college night at Dream in D.C., can i go with my friends up there? i'm going to be working all summer, and i have classes on tuesdays and thursdays that last until ten twenty at night...i'm literally going to be working EVERY SINGLE DAY of the week, maybe i will have an occasional day off...but i am not too sure...
so i know that i am going to be really busy and tired for the rest of the time that i am here, and that this is really my last week to have fun and do NOTHING before i start working my ass off saving for new school clothes and my trip so st. croix in december...and i KNOW that i am going to be too tired any other time to go...i just ask for one night...
FUCK!!!
k so here goes...i dare ask...
then my mother gets all *frazzled* and goes...ohhhh well where are you going to park? do you know where it is? who are you taking? why do you have to go in a group? la la la la la la worry worry worry worry worry eek eek eek frowning and looking stressed...
OH MY GOD
YOU WILL NEVER
EVER
STOP WORRYING!!! I AM SO GROWN...IS SHE STILL GOING TO BE ALL WORKED UP OVER THIS STUFF WHEN I'M TWENTY ONE YEARS OLD?? OR BETTER YET WHEN I'M LIKE FORTY??? oh my God relax, i'm not a little kid anymore, you don't have to come over and kiss my boo boo if i fall...i'm so FUCKIN GROWN...
:sigh:
but she goes...well you'll have to ask your dad...he's paying for your car and it's new and you'll be driving in d.c. and some people just got stabbed and blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh AHH! -_-;
SO I ASK HIM...
*silence*
someone's taking you up there???
(WHY DO YOU ALL WANT ME TO RIDE WITH PEOPLE SO BAD NOW THAT I HAVE MY OWN CAR??? WTF MAN???)
no i am driving...
*silence*
we'll talk about it tomorrow
Mom in the next room: look it up online everything is online
dad: yeah look it up online
me: (sitting right in front of the God damned computer with DREAM NIGHTCLUB BRIGHT AS DAY ACROSS THE SCREEN...) I already am...
Mom: you should be home by two
Dad: yes you hear that, as long as you get home by two
me: siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiggggggggggghhh well then i just won't go...that's just like two hours...
dad: well alright
mom: look online!
DAYNA: IO OF-DAA;LDKGALSKFGJA;FLDKLMKER=;NLUQE MVOI NELMLDKJG ASLGKJ
(in my head) omg if you tell me to look online one more FUCKING TIME
what the fuck who comes home by two????? like i'm not cinder fuckin rella...
i'm not leaving at a certain time...leavin MY SHIT behind to get somewhere on time...i'll still be dayna...shit
I'LL LEAVE WHEN THE SHIT'S OVA!!!
;lakjalsdgjlafgjalkfmdf,mmbakljbh lirvmiogjlkfjlaksdfjadskfasjdflakjdflk;adjf;lkadjf
my mother said "IN HER DAY" lol she didn't say that but she said when she went to clubs...the girls that stayed until the end were the nasty ones that guys used to pick up and screw afterwards...
well hey...
sorry guys...
we don't club with the dinosaurs...
and in this day and age...EVERYONE STAYS UNTIL THE END...
and walks out to their cars...
and goes home...
what makes girls unladylike is when they leave the club with some creepo...
but i'll be in my little bug with the girls i came with, heading home...
WHAT THE FUCK
sorry for being mean but this is my damn journal and i'm venting
my dad came in...
who are you talking to?
i'm typing...
to who?
(nigga?!!) no one
then who are you talking to?
i'm typing in my journallak;dfals;kdgalfdksg;ljadkgjl
DID MY JORDAN'S COME YET??
NIGGA YOUR JORDANS WILL COME IN FIVE TO SEVEN DAYS FROM THE DAY WE ORDERED THEM...SIT TIGHT
shit
i'm irritated i think aunt flo is coming...that bitch
i wonder what i'm going to wear.
i hate when people worry about me.
i wanna go back to hampton.
NOW
L;ADKGJAS;LKJG;LADFKJGLAFDKGJLADKFGJLKFGJA;LFKJGALFDGJ
I GET SO MAD WHEN I'M UPSET ABOUT SOMETHING AND THEN SOMEONE GOES...
OKAY...
LKASGJAS;GJ;LAGJ;LAFMGUNQVOEI5YUOI5UY139-769815UYVOIJOGARJTIJGK;JSLDVJ;ASLGJ
CURSE YOU FOR NOT CARING
FUCK ASS SHIT FUCK ASS BITCH ASS HOE FUCKER ASS
I'M SO MAD
;LDJGLASKJGALKFGJAFKDGJAFLKGJALJKHAKLJG;ALKFJGLKF;JGALKJGKLJFGLAJF;GLAJFLKGAFJGAFDGJAFDGLKJAFLD G
I WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE I CAN'T WAIT TO START WORKING AT THE VET AND LERNER I WANT TO WORK ALL THE TIME SO I'M NEVER IN THE HOUSE AND THEN I WANNA GO OUT AND BUY STUFF FOR MY NEW DORM ROOM AND THEN LIVE THERE FOREVER AND NEVER COME BACK AND LA LA LALA LA LALALALALALALALALALALALALALA
i'm so glad i have this...because i have no one to talk to
i feel crazy talking to juli about it...and mean because if i have a mean tone it's like i'm yelling at her and she doesn't understand that she NEVER makes me mad...:sigh:
and everone else is going through the same thing so they don't make me feel better, it just makes me more mad because i see that everyone's parents are fuckin crazy when they come back home...
i said i didn't want to curse anymore...
hmm well i'll say i don't want to actually curse...like...say a bad word.
SAY IT...
I'LL TYPE EM
i'm so mad
i want to go to school in iceland
no that's too close...
i wanna go to school in ...
uranus...
LOL THE PLANET...really really really really really really really really really farrrr awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
omg -_-;
omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg
interview on friday at ten in the morning...that's my ticket outta here..busy busy busy
please let me get both these jobs...I CAN'T BE IN THIS HOUSE
i want to just wake up and go to work come back sleep
on fridays i'll go out with friends...
maybe sometimes during the week i'll go out with them too...
i wanna dye my hair jet black...i wonder how much someone would charge me :)
i just want my hair washed and blowdried. :)
hey maybe shala will do that for me tomorrow...maybe we can go halfies on my dye job :) hmmmmmmmm
JETTT BLACCKKKKK
PRETTYYY
for anyone who wears express jeans...i wanna look like the sarula girl
she has black hair and green eyes
got the eyes...just need the hurr...
hmm i'm happy now..
THAT'S GROSS
:D
tomorrow...
get tb test reading
go to old bridge elementary to get a reference from mrs. leigh
go to get my hair done
i was gonna get my nails done, but i'm a man...so nevermind
LOL
i just don't wanna waste my monieeee