Fucked Up Dreams & Pins
So I had another one of those weird, hallucinatory, and frightening dreams that I was to die somehow, and I felt afraid of dying itself, and also the anguish of not feeling like your life was worth it. Only I was strapped to an electric chair, and when they turned the juice on, it felt like a series of pins in my head. Odd. When I dreamt of being a slaughtered cow (with clothes I'd wear as a 12 year old on, nonetheless), the knife the guy used to cut my throat felt like a pin prick, and in this dream, a million volts of electricity rushing through my body to cease my existence felt like a million pin pricks. Which leads me to ponder, does death feel like a pin prick? if so, I'd better not get pricked by anything.