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I hate the internet.... I really do. At times it can be a pointless addiction to remind you of how much you hate the world... though me and most of humanity would be lost without it. But.... seriously. Whenever I go on it, I don;t have much drive to do much else.
But:
As of yesterday I stopped eating red meat.
I have a show tomorrow (and I'm nervous as hell)
I've been writing more
Been savin money
Finally gaining some confidence
Finally letting go of some things/people/events/fears/etc
Trying to shake the regret of times/opportunities wasted
Reading more
With this said... I'll only update if it's anything vital worth writing about, which is what I've been doing anyway, and I'm only gonna use the Internet to either write, network, or download music. No more wasting 3 hrs on myspace, looking up people that upset me so I can get a feeling of wanting to punch a hole in a wall.
But:
As of yesterday I stopped eating red meat.
I have a show tomorrow (and I'm nervous as hell)
I've been writing more
Been savin money
Finally gaining some confidence
Finally letting go of some things/people/events/fears/etc
Trying to shake the regret of times/opportunities wasted
Reading more
With this said... I'll only update if it's anything vital worth writing about, which is what I've been doing anyway, and I'm only gonna use the Internet to either write, network, or download music. No more wasting 3 hrs on myspace, looking up people that upset me so I can get a feeling of wanting to punch a hole in a wall.