May 29, 2004 13:13
things are going well right now. i havent posted for a while, because at first i was too lazy, but now im just too busy. work is kicking my ass...i feel kinda bad right now cuz i took off work, but i gave my manager lawyer a really bad excuse. i told him my grandma had gone into the hospital. eek, i know im going to hell! the truth of the matter is that i cant deal with that place for another night at the moment. last night was SHIT! i got stiffed on 3 or 4 tables, bad i cant even remember, but one of the checks was 87 and some change. stupid little ghetto ass kids coming in there with NO respect for what its like to serve ppl. i def think im gonna have to apply to Joe Theisman's...its this sports bar right near my house. i would so much rather deal with snobby fat rich guys than low class hood rats.
jason peter doesnt talk to me anymore. i thought there was something between us...i really felt it that time, but i was wrong. after kissing him i realized i felt just the same, and hurt him in the process...once again :/
navy jason and i are getting closer. as stupid as it sounds, i cant wait til he comes back on leave for xmas. im hoping things will be the same in person as they have been in our emails. he seems like a genuinly sweet guy, with so much compassion. not to mention, he is g'vt issued and covered in tattoos! haha.
yeah, so thats the update on my life thus far in the summer. its just the beginning but i know it will fly by so quickly...it will be over before i know it.