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just got off work, now im home, even though i really dont
want to be. made a decent amount of money tonight...its the only pay
off to spending every week night at ruby tuesday "yay!"
so i joined a bowling league...dont laugh til you've tried it. i used to bowl alot with boner, mark, and richie...but when we stopped talking, that went down the drain. anyway...monday was my first time in seven months, and it ROCKS! whats not to love about chillin with your friends, drinkin some beer, playing rigged poker, and taking your anger out by throwing a 15 lb ball down an alley to hit shit :) between jen (my boss, haha) and i we finished three pitchers...needless to say my third game score wasnt as hot as the first one...then went to fast eddies around the corner to finish up the night. so much fun i cant even put it in to words...it feels so good to chill with cool ppl again. i have my few good friends here, and ive cut out most of the excess/darmatic baggage.
kinda out of the blue though...last thursday i think i got a call from a number i didnt recognize. i called the person back. "uhh...i got a call from this number." "yeah, whats up?" "who is this?" i said...."you should know...." the voice was familiar, "boner?" i said. sure enough it was good ol' charlie. i was shocked that he called me. it might seem bad, but i never expected that he would be the one calling me, asking me what my side of it all was. he wanted to know how i felt, and how i was doing. of course, he had been drinking...so the next day i pretty much wrote it off, despite the fact that frenchie told me he had called her to ask if he should bother contacting me.....pre-inhibriation i might add. anyway.....he texted me tonight to see if i wanted to hang out, i was at work, but i guess that means its not a fluke. oddly enough i saw mark too on last night, he was with some girl, they came into eat. it would be wierd to start hangin out with them again, i have this irrational fear that its all one big hoax and hes inviting me over to humiliate me, but thats just my mind going off into left field.
so yeah....life has been good lately. nothing to complain about really. i go to the gym just about every day and im finally seeing the results....couldnt be happier. hopefully all that will mean i wont feel self-concious running around in a bathing suit the two weeks im at our lake house/ cabin...whatever you want to call it. a week after that its right up to bethany, DE for my 21st too. speaking of delaware, ive been talking to matt alot lately. as far as i know he and katie are on the rocks. ive seen him about 4 weeks in a row now, which is funny because i thought the first week i saw him would be the last before august....i was wrong. i really dont know whats up there though, hes been at the beach all week trying to rekindle his hs beach week (despite the fact that he and ALL his friends are at least 22). hopefully ill get to see him tomorrow night when he stops in town before he goes back up north.
ive gotten all my loose ends tied up....finally went to the bank, got my community service all in check with these bad ass ladies, less than a month left before i return to total freedom, and of course, school will be comin up soon. lookin forward to the weekend (my only time off) even though ill be cleaning.
so i joined a bowling league...dont laugh til you've tried it. i used to bowl alot with boner, mark, and richie...but when we stopped talking, that went down the drain. anyway...monday was my first time in seven months, and it ROCKS! whats not to love about chillin with your friends, drinkin some beer, playing rigged poker, and taking your anger out by throwing a 15 lb ball down an alley to hit shit :) between jen (my boss, haha) and i we finished three pitchers...needless to say my third game score wasnt as hot as the first one...then went to fast eddies around the corner to finish up the night. so much fun i cant even put it in to words...it feels so good to chill with cool ppl again. i have my few good friends here, and ive cut out most of the excess/darmatic baggage.
kinda out of the blue though...last thursday i think i got a call from a number i didnt recognize. i called the person back. "uhh...i got a call from this number." "yeah, whats up?" "who is this?" i said...."you should know...." the voice was familiar, "boner?" i said. sure enough it was good ol' charlie. i was shocked that he called me. it might seem bad, but i never expected that he would be the one calling me, asking me what my side of it all was. he wanted to know how i felt, and how i was doing. of course, he had been drinking...so the next day i pretty much wrote it off, despite the fact that frenchie told me he had called her to ask if he should bother contacting me.....pre-inhibriation i might add. anyway.....he texted me tonight to see if i wanted to hang out, i was at work, but i guess that means its not a fluke. oddly enough i saw mark too on last night, he was with some girl, they came into eat. it would be wierd to start hangin out with them again, i have this irrational fear that its all one big hoax and hes inviting me over to humiliate me, but thats just my mind going off into left field.
so yeah....life has been good lately. nothing to complain about really. i go to the gym just about every day and im finally seeing the results....couldnt be happier. hopefully all that will mean i wont feel self-concious running around in a bathing suit the two weeks im at our lake house/ cabin...whatever you want to call it. a week after that its right up to bethany, DE for my 21st too. speaking of delaware, ive been talking to matt alot lately. as far as i know he and katie are on the rocks. ive seen him about 4 weeks in a row now, which is funny because i thought the first week i saw him would be the last before august....i was wrong. i really dont know whats up there though, hes been at the beach all week trying to rekindle his hs beach week (despite the fact that he and ALL his friends are at least 22). hopefully ill get to see him tomorrow night when he stops in town before he goes back up north.
ive gotten all my loose ends tied up....finally went to the bank, got my community service all in check with these bad ass ladies, less than a month left before i return to total freedom, and of course, school will be comin up soon. lookin forward to the weekend (my only time off) even though ill be cleaning.