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so im sitting in innovation hall. im already finished the lame excercise assigned to us today in english. i have a knot in my stomach. i failed my bio test...fuck...i thought i did well. i studied for 8.5 hours. how much more do i have to exert? stupid torzilli...ill blame it on him and that will make it all better. oh well, i just need to learn to get my act together a little more. my heart is not in it this semester. lets hope thats not redicent in the future.
so despite the drearyness (or however you spell it) outside, i havent been able to wipe a smile off my face. its become clear to me that i am capable of being liked again. after being single for three years all this is new to me again. kinda like baby steps. at times i wish i could skip all the preliminary ackward stages and go right to the mainstream, but nisi made put it best when she said thats not so because you always want to have something to look back at fondly. it was good that matt didnt end up coming over.....thursday should be fun too
these butterflies in my stomach need to go away...its making me feel nautious. now i know why i didnt eat and lost 10 lbs before i started dating matt.
so despite the drearyness (or however you spell it) outside, i havent been able to wipe a smile off my face. its become clear to me that i am capable of being liked again. after being single for three years all this is new to me again. kinda like baby steps. at times i wish i could skip all the preliminary ackward stages and go right to the mainstream, but nisi made put it best when she said thats not so because you always want to have something to look back at fondly. it was good that matt didnt end up coming over.....thursday should be fun too
these butterflies in my stomach need to go away...its making me feel nautious. now i know why i didnt eat and lost 10 lbs before i started dating matt.